Y’all Need to Wake Up: Abundance Year Episode 2013 (audio: noxsoma.substack.com)

Full Metal Ox Day 1948
Tuesday 30, June 2026
Abundance Year Episode 2013
Noxsoma Life Camp:
Y’all Need to Wake Up
Quantum Dynamics
The Living Earth
Earth disaster. Deep water. El Nino. Weather.

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I’m not angry. Or maybe I’m just in denial.
Maybe I’m “too sensitive.” Back in the day people took sensitive to mean fragile. What actually happens is, we “sense” what’s going on around us. But we don’t sense these activities with the five senses they try to limit us to.
If you’re asking who, “They are,” stop right now! You’re dismissed!!
We are taught about the five sense in school and through this repetitive limitation we focus on the big five and ignore the others. The really important ones. The ones that originate in the organs, gut, heart, brain, genitals, maybe even the spleen. If you somehow manage not to suppress your “organic” [pun intended], senses, you are seen as a weirdo, because you feel what others cannot, and they can’t have that. You must be ostracized. So you either go off to a corner of the school yard and talk to your imaginary friend, or you pretend you don’t feel what you feel, so you can fit-in with morons. You don’t react to the pain. You laugh at shit that’s not funny, but you always know when some shit’s about to go down. You invoke your physical senses, “I think I hear my Mom calling me.” And sho’nuff, you miss the drama.
All humans are psychic. And all humans are healers. This is “normal.” What’s abnormal is the way modern day hominids behave and react, and cannot connect with their environment. Otherwise, you’d be able to heal yourself, or know how not to have to be healed. But accidents happen.
It’s not just the land of the blind. It’s the land of the stupid, the violent, the addicted… basically the walking dead. The none player character.
Denial is a beautiful place. It’s more like a state. You can walk around on cloud nine wearing a cultish smile on your face, glorify the day, write beautiful poetry and post cute images of kittens, while stress is eating you alive from the inside out.
I was telling my recent house guest, that I might be stressed and not know it.
Back in middle school, this cat called Reverend Melvin Floyd (1935 – 2020), used to come to our school and speak to us at assembly about drugs and stuff. (Drugs are bad, okay?) This is where I first heard about, “tolerance.” The body builds up a tolerance to the drug, so you need a higher and higher dose to kill the pain, until you O D. No more pain.
It could be, and probably is, that your humble vagabond philosopher has been slacking on the nightly destressifying practices. It could also be, and we shall accept the following as truth, that the environmental stress, (probably from listening to the Church of Barking Dogs), has affected the vessel, and Ego doesn’t recognize it. This is where “imagination” comes into play. It’s kind of like what I call the “double-reverse,” but have since learned it’s been called a double-bind.
Here’s the layout. You, (meaning Me,) don’t feel like you’re stressed. Nonetheless you’re feeling some kinda-way. Staying up too late. Sleeping too late. Can’t conjure the energy to go to the gym, or even to the playground, or even get out of the house sometimes. So, you have a talk with your imaginary friend, who has become a physician while you were ignoring her. She diagnoses you with stress.
“But I don’t fee stressed. I’m chilly-will,” I insist. Denial is a beautiful place.
Imaginary Doc says, “Use your imagination.”
“Huh?” grunts a perplexed carbon unit.
“Imagine you are stressed, and do what you would do if you were stressed, even though you’re not.”
My imaginary girlfriend, is a physician and a psychologist, but not a Freudian, thank god! (This is why we argue.)
So that’s the look. Next comes the practice. Which means Solfeggio beats, Wayne Dyer affirmations, yoga poses and maybe even chanting.
But that also means pulling myself away from my 823,543 followers. But y’all will understand. We won’t be missing any episodes anytime soon. As for these things, (audio companions). I might just whip something up that I can use again and again, like the TV guide. Something akin to a, “Back in 15 Hours” sign hung on the door of the Mind Cafe. Help yourself to a cuppa tea.

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