Permanent Feminization For Betas And General Problem Solving
Hiding from the world that special ability to transform and touch the unconscious shadow self that makes you feel ashamed and emotional to be exposed to your everyday family and friends. Tucking away from the eyes of your guests your pink skirt and white panties every other weekend until it becomes every weekend and so fourth. One day the anger or depression seems to have all authority over your mind and maybe you will speak profanely to your coworker that did nothing wrong to you. That four days of pressure holding you down in your bed with your sheets pulled over your head...but it escapes you why you don't just get the panties on your ass and put a picture on the dating site for the men that become wild beast with a huge cocks that shadows your tiny peter to see. Fear overwhelmingly grows in your bones as you get everything feminine you have collected the last month or so and throw it out in several trash bags for the fifth or sixth time. Relaxing and wearing men's clothing that has grown annoying to you through the years is only a little comforting now and the confusion is still in the arcane of the mind.
She faded away from worrying that girl inside you and you can only hope you have finally walked away from the part of yourself that has been locked in the most desolate places in your soul and comes out to play in the rare occasions when you are certain that they cannot find out that you love it so much when a man comes to your house to fuck you like a dumb slut.
This time is different from the other times you are dressed in lingerie and waiting for another guy to come over. Your reasoning with your subconscious and the most amazing transmogrification occurs in the mirror. I'm fucking sexy you think to yourself and your insides throb, sweat is building up on your scalp and you might even feel nauseous for a short time. Suddenly you have made some crazy decision to stay in the feminine energy and making a Facebook page for your new persona seems like a good idea to start at this chapter in your life. Since you have been drinking alcohol and you are expected to have company in the next few minutes that girl inside you is glowing and dancing with joy the entire night and part of the next day. The man visiting you has enjoyed your sparkling charisma as well as the warmth of your pussy that is filled with cum the next day. He tells you that you are a good girl and wants to come over again tonight and you are struck with a huge sense of satisfaction in the way you have wanted when you quickly say.....YES DADDY with the sensation and voice of a woman's perspective in both his view and yours.
After a few weeks of feminization and letting daddy use your holes for depositing loads of cum like he was trying to get you pregnant your walking completely different, you've never been happier with how you feel about yourself and your image. You notice the sound of your voice is changing....because he comes from work everyday and sometimes several hours of fucking while he is there is almost routine now and you find yourself in the kitchen wearing lingerie as you make two or three of his meals and serve him. It is almost as if he is living with you and you hadn't gave a damm about anyone who you used to know.
Now you know that it is pretty clear that things are going to have to change. You are facing the fact that there are decisions to make that causes fear and anxiety of the worst kind. Looking at yourself in the mirror...loving the whole process of being given acknowledgement from the guy who comes with a huge hard dick between his legs that keeps you dressed in lingerie, dresses, panties and breast forms that you are attached to now. However it will be the best part of three months today and you hadn't left your apartment or answered the phone very much for nobody.....but your also beginning to sense that a fire is burning inside the right place of your heart and wanting to stroll into your local grocery store in your pink skirt, white top stretched around the girth of your silicone boobs while your heels are clicking on the floor to the rhythm of your swaying hips.
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This situation is a replica designed to easily relate to the one of the sink holes of all for a sissy, feminine transgender etc. It's probably not identical to that of either of us but we have all been there at the very same crossroads of ourselves. The choices we have made or are right now dealing with this age old place where a boy or a girl must conform as the projected self and their counterpart must surrender to banishment. Some people are most definitely going to argue with me for putting it in front of them and for the greater good of your future evicting without remorse. Psychology experts are going to point out that more time is needed to get confidentially of your self identity. Nothing else will come from continued dwelling between your masculinity and feminity except confusion, fears of various outcomes and possibilities of more damages to your relationships than there has to be.
Pick one... put it on and go. Most likely if you are actually in front of that mirror in your sexy best and you feel pretty than your going to be throwing out all the boy clothes on the property and if this is the actual situation for you right now then may you take my advice and have fun throwing your masculine clothes in the trash...hell burn them all and get dolled up and go out somewhere shaking your ass. Keep smiling and enjoying your exiting new persona and own it. If you do not look back at all and embrace the situation for the good and the bad....It is most likely leading you in a life of a lot less problems than your over paid psychiatrist would have you coming back to see them while they drain out your bank account.
