It does very much seem like the universe is conspiring against you, the bam bam bam of one thing after another. I am so happy to hear you are rising to the challenge, the things that nearly break us, make us a million times more than the happy joyful moments. Getting through something, pulling through, together, does more than a thousand overly romantic dates. Don't feel like you have to do anything, partake in any way, be very glad to have you back when you have the time, and life lets up a little. Sometimes, life has to throw shit as us authors but it can never break us, it just gives us more to pull on.

<3 Thank you for sharing!

hope you are ok sweet <3