THE BIRTH OF THE MODEST CONFESSION-er

in #blog7 years ago

It’s the little things that mean so much, isn't it?

When I was growing up, I used to have an inferiority complex. I think of myself as a worthless member of the society—a dust trying to blend in fresh air. Some people (if not most) see me as a confident human being but what they actually see is a mask I managed to wear for several years. During those pretentious times, I kept an online diary (a blog, in a sense) with all of my angst about life and how miserable I am inside. Complaining in the world wide web since 2005 took a toll on me as it did not help me feel better. But one day, I heard a song that goes,

"It’s the little things that mean so much
Just a smile, a loving word and such"

So, I tried appreciating the little things that others neglect and it had me believing that one day, who knows, I will also be cherished for who I am. Without realizing it, I outgrown the habit of belittling myself.

I have been planning to go back into blogging for quite some time now. Gone are the days of anguished thoughts and maybe this time, with God’s help, I will only write about gratitude and why everyday is a blessing.

THE MODEST CONFESSIONS

Modest

synonyms: small, ordinary, simple, plain, humble, inexpensive, unostentatious, unpretentious

Confession

synonyms: admission, acknowledgment, profession; revelation, disclosure

Expect to see a couple of life's confessions
As I plan to write without pretentions
I hope this blog won't be a bore
As I look forward to sharing the little things I am thankful for
I know, it's silly that I am rhyming
I just want to share the things, that for me, are unassuming
Things that are taken for granted, things that really matter
Thus, I am giving birth to the Modest Confession-er

I would like to share my lovely digital portrait by a very talented friend, Jeb Monge.

MC.png

Shoutout also to a brother, @hiroyamagishi, for introducing Steemit. (tbtG)

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Beautifully said @ryssa...

Ironic how the medium where you were supposed to express yourself and feel better affected you otherwise...

Glad that you found a new channel of self expression. Will watch out to those "modest confessions". 😉

Yah, I have to admit that back then, haters were like vacuums that easily suck all my energy. I know better now. :)

Thank you, I am so excited to share my confessions. :)

Yeah. Never mind them. Haters gonna hate. 😆

you are a writer and a poet. meron tag na "poem" or "poems" maybe you could use that for more exposure. you're a star @ryssa, just you wait.

Oh my gosh. I missed this comment and thank you for believing in me this early. I'll see you around.

Am a fan!! Have fun in here.

That is really great @ryssa very interisting article to show the world the real meaning of MODESTY i like it...

:) Excited to post more about it with God's help. :)

I'll add you to my list of Filipinos on steemit!
Hello fellow UPD alumna. Si @dreamiely din UPD. :) Just dont ask our student numbers lol

Follow the others, check it here:
https://steemit.com/beyondbits/@luvabi/teamphilippines-list-and-top-filipino-steemians-to-follow

Thank you fellow Iska! Hello to @dreamiely also! I'll check and follow others.

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Oh, thank you!!!

good post
plise followback..

Thank you!

Hi @ryssa. Welcome to steemit. I have followed you please follow me back.

Thank you. Followed you back and will be looking forward to your posts!

There is nothing more relieving like a catharsis of emotions..
a Modest Confession.
couldn't agree more @ryssa

Hope your theme #ModestConfession goes viral :)
Let everyone be truthful and open their hearts on #SteemIT

Have upvoted and followed you!

Here is #myModestConfession Article please click and read

Thank you for the appreciation. :) Went through your account and followed you, too! Looking forward to great articles!

Hello Ryssa, welcome to Steem! :-)

Thank you! :)

Welcome! Followed. Follow me back 😘

I had inferiority complex too, nung bata ako kasi lagi akong binubully. Thanks ryssa for sharing your story. By the way, I had a diary, too. Nasa paper notebook nga lang. :) God bless you. Steem on @ryssa.