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Life is just as it is, life. Time happens and events happen. The happy days, the sad days and the one day I can't even attempt to explain, it's a mix of both. You end the day in silence, not knowing whether to be happy or sad because both events happened. The one thing I can control is what to put my mind and focus on. That's my only way to control my own mood.

If I leave my mood changes to what happens to me in the day, I'll never guarantee happiness because life will not guarantee that I'll have happy events every single time.

So I accept it, acknowledge it, that I have to appreciate both. The rain and the sunshine. Some see the rain as a blessing and some see sunshine as peace, whichever one you choose to see it as, it won't last. Seasons are bound to change and the only shot you have is how well you've prepared yourself for the next season.

Your raincoat, your umbrella, you hoodie just in case you start freezing to death, your sunscreen when the sun is trying to fry some eggs on top of your head.

As long as you have all these things in place, you won't be fazed by the harsh season. Controlling you is the only defense you have against life if it so chooses to come against you.

Life is random and you don't have a time machine into the future. Something you didn't prepare for could happen. So don't be too hard on yourself. Love you and make you proud.

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