INNER MOBOLOGUE 1V1

my whole night- i write, my whole night i tried.... why, oh why i dont know...i dont need to know. It isn't what you need, so say its what you wanted...im not searching for miracles, you know im just haunted...and im writing all night, never tired

now im in my head- thoughts running with all these problems, never gone...tell me what you want, whatever you wanted,,,this happens way too often. we need some options...

in the void, im in the ether now. im coming toward what i need right now, ethereal...here i go, me versus myself. im sorry if i hurt you, you need someone to watch your back! tell me about it, i am annoyed-

whats an inner monologue without the personification of a demagogue in the shadow self, my own worst enemy youre telling me oh God- tell me about it i know now...

please dont talk to me, myself an I'll talk to someone else, anyone but myself