Enjoy
He was driving as fast as the speed limit allowed him to. Moving between cars, trying to make it in time. He knew that he was running late. He was unsure if he would be able to catch the flight. Or, if he would make it before the baggage dropping area closes. The radio was on. There were different types of music playing, one after the other. One of his favorite songs came on. He just realized that, before it finished. It was stress that was blocking almost every other sense and keeping his concentration solely on timing.
He was wondering, why could not he enjoy the song? After all, it is all those small moments which makes up life. He thought, what if he had an accident? What if he was never destined to travel? If he only had an eye to see the future, and if this was his destiny. Would he waste it on stress? Maybe, it would not seem much of a coincidence for his favorite song to be played on the radio. Maybe, it was a call for him to relax and enjoy a last moment.
Luckily, he reached on time. He thought, yes it was purely luck. He felt a moment of relief as soon as he was seated on the plane. He wanted to document his experience. It was only a drive to an airplane! He took a piece of paper and was unsure what to write. Then, he only wrote: "What is worth of a life, striped away from all the small moments? Left on waiting from a big event to another".
In a way this makes me sad. If you ask me those great, really enjoyable thing life has to offer are far in the minus. What most like counts most is if we can remember them.
This is a test. No way that CCC will start with these reports again.
I'm unsure what makes you feel that way. There is probably something along the lines which made you feel that way.
All his thoughts...too much thinking kills and it takes away enjoying the moment you are right living in.
Feeling worried, caught in negative thoughts and fears might be a sign you are alive but the feeling stinks and sucks out all energy.
While writing this I think if a psychologist I saw online. She said fear attack only takes 90 seconds and if you are willing to go through it instead of ignoring it, you dealt with it forever and it will not hunt you for years.
I wonder if that is true.
I guess, it is something that anyone would experience. While, they may not reflect on it at the spot. It might be something that they would look at when it takes a lot of their time and energy.
Not sure about the psychologist thing. But, it should be supported with real life tests in different scenarios.