No Defence
And every time I think: just look at it, there's another message. Sometimes it feels like there's a curse on it... on those messages, or perhaps my thoughts? Not on me, that's for sure.
Today I went through my wish list. A person can need all sorts of things, but what is necessary? Considering the message I read yesterday, it's most likely just everything that keeps you alive and that you can use as a bargaining chip. Is it necessary to hoard it? I heard on the commercial that supermarkets have been reprimanded for offering deals like: buy 3, get 2 free, or buy 2, get 1 free... these are always premium brands, something the average Joe can't afford. Why the reprimand? Because it's supposedly to prevent waste, and at the same time, the government is blaring on the radio that we need to be prepared for a power outage. Indeed, I say "out of order" because that's what it is, because the Tower comes first, and the Royal Family, even if they're all in Greece or Argentina, flying around like crazy. For the rich, there's no shortage of electricity or food, and those who are rich never pollute, and their pockets are never picked. Those who are rich can't be threatened, and neither can the police. If you're a plebeian, the law doesn't care about you, unless you're a girl wielding an axe... self-defense is taboo. Getting killed is what you have to do.
So today I went through my wish list again. A wood splitter, a robotic lawnmower, or a weapon for self-defense... something from the Wild West, a crossbow, or just a flare gun that emits a pleasant cloud of smoke and stuns the attacker, who can then still yell "help!" "Help," as if someone is coming. The freezer is long gone, but I also have wells that can be dumped. Nothing hurts a person as much as no defence.
Would you fall for it if someone told you you'd be on a hidden camera show (in reality, the women were used to kill people with a poisonous cream)? No, I said (not because I can say no plenty of times a day), I don't like stupid TV game shows. I would say yes if I were asked to be a serial killer (hitman). Instead, I'm offered a game...
12-2-2026