If I could have scored a few more points, I could have broken all my previous records in today's game.

Today felt a little different from the beginning and there was a strange excitement in my mind and as if something was going to happen today and when I opened the Steem Pong game with my mobile in my hand, I didn't realize it. After a few minutes, I would go through such a feeling and it is very difficult to explain in words and as soon as the match started, my mind was completely immersed in the game and all the words and all the busyness around suddenly became meaningless and only my eyes were on the screen and my mind was connected to every move and one good shot after another started coming and seeing the points increase, a kind of confidence was building within me and it seemed that today I would definitely set a new record.

And every time the ball landed in the right place, there was a small sense of victory and it seemed like if I tried a little harder, I would reach 2000 and my breathing was getting faster and my heart was beating faster and I felt like I was in a kind of fight with myself and after 1800 my hands started shaking a little and the fear of failing so close was eating away at me and yet I kept telling myself to stay calm and focus and finally the score stood at 1836 and at that moment it was all over and I felt like if I had just a few more chances and a little more time I could have done it and it was really hard to stop so close and it was like I was standing at the door of victory and I couldn't get in.

But then I thought about it and realized that it was not a complete defeat and today's performance proved that I can and surpassed my previous records. Today's score is a great proof of my own improvement and if I can do 1836 today then tomorrow or the day after tomorrow I will definitely be able to surpass 2000 and this belief gave me new courage and Steem Pong is no longer just a game it is a challenge and a goal for me a fight with myself and every game teaches me to be patient and to be focused and to never give up and today's experience of going close and stopping has not broken me but has made me stronger and I know that one day my new record will shine on this screen and the feeling of that day will be a thousand times better than today.