Some words from my feelings.

Assalamu Alaikum, how are you all? I hope everyone is well and healthy. Alhamdulillah, I am also well and healthy. Today I want to talk about some of my feelings that I may not be able to express to anyone, so I want to share some with you. Actually, life is going at a slow pace now. It seems like I am here or there. I don't know when I will disappear. It's true that people don't live forever, but I also don't know when I will go to the other side.

I have suffered a lot from my own people. I can't bear the suffering anymore. It's eating away at my insides. I can't tell anyone. I can't tolerate anyone. I go through such a situation every day from which I have died inside again and again. And so much pain is accumulated in my chest. Still, I keep a smile on my face. I try to keep smiling and playing with people. I don't know how long I can keep this false act, but I always try to keep a smile on my face. Everyone will be fine and healthy. Thank you all.