Steemit Untalented @surpassinggoogle - My Life, Who I Am, The New Me

To write a story is my weakness but when I tried writing my own story I'm proud to say "I made it". Life is full of challenges, it can be easy and it can be hard.

My parents is living in the jungle where you can see a wild life animals like wild boar, monkeys, snakes, komodo dragons, dear and many more. They choose to live away from a town the time that no one owns the land and no one says no to build a house. My parents is a farmer without a farm :) ... Oh haha sorry I mean my parents is a farmer but we don't own the land. Their cost of living are farming, hunting and fishing on the river. Until the day my mother gave birth without a doctor or a midwives.

My life started in a hard situation, when I was born my life is unconscious.

My mother gave birth to me at home because they can't afford to be in the hospital. With the help of my father the labor was successful. But the fake midwives came the cause why I'm bleeding and unconscious. And my parents immediately save me. Lack of money is one of the causes that your life can be in danger.

Living on the Jungle

The happy bonding we did with my family are swimming on the river, fishing with electric and farming together. We plant vegetables and fruits like banana, chives, peanuts, mongo beans, sweet potato and many more. In my 4 years of age they notice that I am helpful. Every harvest we did we need to travel the vegetables to sell to the town using a horse to carry all the heavy crops. Walking for almost 2 hours while passing 13 rivers to reach the market. To live in a difficult situation is what I experienced since I was a child. The things that makes me happy is when I feed my baby ducks, goose, chickens and other animals. My puppy makes me smile also when he go to the forest to help my father on hunting for komodo dragon, dear and wild boar. He brings back a small komodo dragon for us to eat. I love animals except the wild animals.

After a couple years living in this world my life was in danger.

As life goes by, when the day it was happened, the day that I thought I could die. While riding on a horse that was also carrying bananas and he went through a deep river with a strong current and I fell off. The horse almost stepped on me but my father immediately rescued me. The life we have is not as simple as we saw in some movie. Our life in the jungle is not always happy until someone want us to leave the land.

Difficulties Makes Me Stronger

We stayed to our relatives in different locations where the best opportunity. Life is not destined to be the same as what other people have. We don't have the things that we wish to have. I share this story to let the readers know where I came from.
How I face the challenges at my young age. I learned to cooked rice at age of 7 years old. My sister and I became independent at young age since my parents are working.

Living on the Ocean

I study hard from elementary and got a scholarship in high school. We live in a squatters area were the water is under. The hard part living on the ocean is when the rain comes and strong wind with high tide. And the roof has a hole were the rain goes while the ocean has a big waves flashing the floor to make it wet. We can't sleep and we stay on the corner until the rain stopped. There are hard times but we smiles and doesn't mind the situation we have. My biggest dream is to graduated and to help my parents financially.

My College Life

I went to college with the help of my auntie. My college life is a bit hard but my friends are one of my inspiration. I am a happy person, do jokes, do crazy things with my friends. I am conservative and have a few guy friends.

As life goes by challenges are always been there, I never think it could happened to me.

From the challenges I've been to in my life being old enough can felt pain than when you are younger. How I wish I was still a child to disappear the pain as easy as a wound on my knee. I'm not completely sure if I'm ready to share the dark side of my story even if I say I'd moved on. When the challenge come into your life that you don't expect. I almost thinking to kill myself because I thought there's no tomorrow. My happy personality was gone. To trust anyone again is the hardest thing to give. To be confident of being beautiful is not a beauty anymore. To be happy is the hardest thing to achieve. I was weak but I stand up. I have regrets but I moved on. The dark side experience makes me a strong person. It took 3 years for me to accept that things happened for a reason.

Despite of all the challenges that comes to my life I'm proudly say I'm strong and I'm happy.

When you think no one can accept you for what you have been to. I realize that things happened for a reason. And now I know that there is tomorrow. To carry all the burdens in my life for a long time I became strong and independent at a young age. To think of my family makes me more stronger. The happy memories that I experienced makes me think to make more happiness. To give happiness who's been sad and to give advice to those who are broken. As the years past everything was healed. To accept the reality is the only way to continue life. I graduated my 2 years course in college Computer Technology.

The New Me

The new me has a happy personality and have a good vibes in life. When I was in college my dream is to graduated and to have a permanent job. But now my biggest dream is to travel the world, to be a successful and financially stable. Smart enough to decide what life I want. Independent in my own eyes :). Lovable and responsible.

To Survive

To Fight

Being Strong

To Be Happy

Thank you so much @surpassinggoogle for being an inspiration to us.
Steemit gives me a chance to face my weakness :)

Thank you so much Steemians :)