DIARY OF A SELF-IMAGINED SANMEL (1)

Dear diary,
Today has just been there. Decided not to talk too much today. Woke up and have been quiet. That's so unusual considering the fact that my sanguine part is more active than my melancholic part. Am so sure everyone is wondering what's wrong with me....well.....nothing! To keep myself from talking and making funny jokes today, I've been listening to a lot of songs by Newsboys and Andy Mineo....those are my favorites. Most of my friends say am weird because I listen to weird songs. Been trying so hard to keep my mouth shut. Whenever I want to say something funny or silly, my brain's like "Hey! you said you were gonna keep quiet today so shut your mouth". Well...I end up making those silly comments and jokes in my head and I laugh to them alone. Woah! this feels like aargh!!! but it feels good to know that not everyone knows what's on my mind today. Other days I blab about everything. Most times I wonder if I have secrets....thinking...yeah I do, that cute guy I have a crush on...no one knows bout that right?....ok am going back to my earphone and my Ipod...those are the best and most faithful companions ever...they never let you down...and you too dear diary.
Love you (kisses)
your ever faithful friend