I would classify you as a major investor.
It's sad how in the dark you are.
I think the main think with Steemit is it is investor supported.
I think in the short run the price is heading down but do expect it to win in the end.
Steem = Investor Supported - Steem vs Facebook - Steemit Costs increasing? - Witness fla*s Steemit Employee? - 252