Oh yeah, and I'm kind of an expert on this stuff... I don't know why, but I"ve always been obsessed with occultism. I don't believe any of it, but I devour any content I come across...

Not gonna lie though: I want it to be real so bad...

But I'd ask you this: What about the more 'real' and accepted things along these lines? Do you believe in:
Alternate universes
The Big Bang
As with the above: a creator, not a deity per se, but an intelligence. I'm not a creationist, and I'm very practical with my faith, but I like trolling atheists with: how is the big bang different than creationism? Why was there nothing, and how was there suddenly everything. How's that any different that a space wizard creating stuff?
I know the big bang is widely accepted today, but what about the theory of an infinitely old universe? That's not unreasonable... in fact I'd argue it makes more sense than a finite universe.
Extraspacial phenomena
Extratemporal phenomena
Reincarnation
Is space finite? Is there an end to the universe? What happens when you go outside it
Faster than light travel, not for humans but for any phenomena
Alien life
Prehuman societies
Enneagrams
Meiers-Briggs personality types
Reality. Is there any? Or is this all a simulation? Am I real? Why were the Star Wars prequels so much worse?
Trickle Down economics