This is simple, clear and beautiful. There is no ocean of media surrounding the words. It is calm and at the same time eye opening.
At one time each person will experience stage fright or what I call, "Writer's freeze." You have been doing this daily going inside and sharing the life inside you. That's impressive.
You are not an idol but an inspiration to me as one who can look inside himself and come up with something to say.
Enjoy the fullness of emptiness and then get up with new hope and life invigorating everyone who reads.