It’s strange isn’t it.. we think of what we don’t have & how it would be different if we did... one of the things I’ve thought of my whole life, was about my mother.. yes I had strong women in my life growing up but I would never know what it is like to have MY mom..this still goes through my head otter.. how would I be different, or my life be different if she had not left me at winch an early age...