Looking at the sea. It's not angry. But there is power and urgency.

This line is having it.

There is no intention to find. The sea has waves and crests, but the ocean doesn't care.
I can't deliberately be spontaneous and pump myself full of life, because that's where all spontaneity disappears when I try. But I create the framework for it and free myself from clinging intentions when they occur.

Have you ever thought while dancing or drumming that you want to get it done as quickly as possible? That would be absurd, wouldn't it? When dancing and making music we want to give ourselves to the piece and not be through with it as if it were the goal. If we did it, we would not be well nourished (full) but empty afterwards. Whenever I was happy and content by mistake, it was a good moment. There was the power and the urge.