Dear Diary: I Couldn't Sleep Better During The Day But The Night Time Is I Want To Be Awake

It is so noisy here during the day I would get to sleep and then my nieces would come around and makes noises LOL. My dozing off would get into an abrupt end. Then there goes my father always watching TV if not turning on the radio and much worse if he uses power tools.

The heat of the day is okay but the house noise as well as the noise created by passing people and vehicles just won't give me peace. So if I were to have the extra funds I will just have my room or the whole of the house insulated from the outside noises especially this room which is my forced cocoon.

That is why I wanted to buy a place of my own free from noises. Nevermind my ringing ear condition as an electric fan could fix it, I can sleep with my ears ringing anyway. I just wanted to really have a quite place where I can relax from these stressful situations because of my current condition.

It is hard to have a disability,, you couldn't even do what you want and you cannot even go to the nearby store and buy some stuffs. I can't do my former hobbies and I couldn't cook too which was my task here around the hose before.

The foods doesn't taste as good as before so I just have to contend with the cooking of my parents. It ads to my weightlessness because I couldn't eat well.

But I should sneak some sleep because I couldn't afford to take a rest during the day it is impossible with the condtions here around the house too much noise and are stressful for me.