Who I really am - The sad side of the "Joke Teller"

Dear Steemers,

As you know, My name is Adi.

I'm happily married and a dad for 2 wonderful childern but I'm having a very difficult time.

My wife was fierd from her workplace few months ago and now all of the Economic burden is on my shoulders.

I live in Israel which is a very expensive country to live in.

The income before my wife's fired was bearly enough to get the basic for normal life.

And now? Now it's even harder!!!

I don't even got money for a car of my own (I have a car from my workplace).

My 2 chilren are study in a day care before my wifes got fired and now it takes more than a half of my paycheck.

I've been never in debt as long as i remember myself but today I am in debt.

I cant take a loan from the bank because i already have one for our home (a little apratment) so I'm afraid i couldn't even give it back.

I'm actually got 2 options:

1. To get a loan from some bad people who can harm me and my family if i won't give the money back later
2. To write this post about my real life and hope that someone can do somthing about.

I didn't ask for money from anyone in my life ever before and i'm not gonna do that either
All i ask is: Please share my post and upvote for it so maybe i'll get enough to cover my loan to the bank and also not being in debt!

Just for make it clear:

I have an 30000 NIS loan which it equal to 10000 $

My debts are grather than that, The "loan" for my house is 370000 NIS so you can imagine what i'm fighting for.

My paycheck is approximately 7500 NIS Per month so now you can understand the situation.

I'm asking you again, Please share my post to help me.

I'll never do that again and this is my last path for Living a normal life again.

I'm appriciating you for read this post and more if you help me by upvote it and resteem.

Full of hopes and wish you all the best,
Adi.