The Diary Game: |28/10/2025| Having A Disturbed Mind Till Day Break/ Finding Joy At Work

I couldn't sleep like I should last night, so I wore my hoodie and went outside very early in the morning to stay and wait for the normal morning to show forth. I was just tired honestly, everything feels overwhelming and I can't even think straight, maybe that was why I had sleepless night.

^{Going outside very early in the morning to stay till day break}

I was so deep in thought not untill day break and I went inside to go and bath so I could go to work. Now I didn't even feel like eating anything, not even my best soup I prepared, everything I was just thinking of was how to create my own business, at least have my own life and not just work for someone anymore because if I should be truthful, I am growing each day and it feels like I am wasting all my days servicing other people's dreams.

When I left my house, I boarded a bus to work and yea, it was bit far from where I stay. I was looking at how people were going to work, people were displaying their goods outside and shop owners were also Opening their shops for the day's business. It's so crazy out here that we are all hustling to make ends meet and at the end of the day, we die and leave all of these things we hustled for back to the grave.

^{On my way to work}

I got to work, I met few of my colleagues and my mood began to lighten up. The heavy heart I carried to work today began to loosen up small, I began to feel something light in me, so in that strength I gathered, I took my file and then went and submitted the report, got some goods signed out for me and that is how I went out to go for supplies.

Like I promised Etinan people, I told them I would be coming again today and till I am done with them, other locations will always be second round of supplies. I went to Etinan and supplied them till I was satisfied with how happy their sellers were. Then one of them called me and gave me this plantain. My eyes opened and my mouth wowed, I appreciated her and she also thanked me too for keeping to my words. I didn't know these people could be this hospitable.

^{The plantain given to me by my new customer at Etinan LGA}

I took the plantain the plantain with good fate and then I went back to Uyo for second batch of supplies. By this time, the act of gesture had already lightened me up totally and I was now good to go. So, after going for the second round of supplies in Uyo, I went back to my house and then had my rest.

After resting, I took a walk to a shop to buy noodles to cook and eat for dinner because I didn't want to eat soup again for today. I bought noodles, eggs and onions then prepared it and ate it for dinner.

^{Buying noodles to eat for dinner}

When I finished to eat, I began to upload my report to the headquarters and also I was watching television while doing so. It's very late and I wish I can catch some sleep right now and rest my head.