This is is just a glimpse of your life, but it is already intense and inspiring. I am happy that you have found the light that gives you the strength to move forward.
Reading your post reminds me of Nightbirde of AGT. I just assume you haven't heard of her, but even if you did know her, I will still share it here.

You can’t wait until life isn’t hard anymore until you decide to be happy.
Two percent chance of survival is not zero.

I hope that your light will shine even more! God bless you!

And, welcome to the community! See you around! :)