Anonymous Confession 💔😞

There was a time, around this period last year, when I had four different men trying to get my attention. They checked on me every day, asked how I was doing, whether I had eaten, how school was going, and always found a reason to text.

Now, my chats are so quiet that I catch myself refreshing them, hoping a new message will appear. It makes me wonder if something is wrong with me.

I know these things happen in seasons, but this one has lasted longer than I expected.

People always ask, “Why didn’t you date one of them?”

The truth is, one wanted something I wasn’t willing to give up. Another was married, so I prayed and preached him out of my life. One was a close friend, and I didn’t want to risk ruining our friendship. The last one was too inconsistent, and I refused to settle for uncertainty.

Deep down, I know attention comes and goes, but I can’t help asking myself sometimes… Is there really nothing wrong with me?