“A Refreshing and Peaceful Day”

For some days I have not understood at all in my life when it is day and when it is night, when is it time to eat now, there are some matters in life such that you cannot do anything with anyone at all, those are the same matters that I am facing in my life today and at this time some such mountains have been broken inside me and in my heart that I cannot digest it. This is the time to start life from zero, but I will never lose heart in this matter.Ever since my mother fell ill, almost from the second day of Eid till now, I have not slept at all and I am not even conscious of eating or drinking, while the doctors have now given the good indication anything about her. I thank God that He heard our prayers and ended this difficult time from our lives very soon. This morning, as soon as I saw it at 5 am, the weather was getting worse, but I had to go for some work. I thought that weather would get better in a while, but as I saw it, I had no idea. Around 6 am, hail started falling and the weather became so bad that black clouds appeared everywhere.

Actually, I had to get my mother's ECo done and go to get some medicines and I had to wait, so the rain was long and quite heavy, meaning there was no chance of going out at all. Then after that, I went out and from there, along with my husband, asked about Medicine and the Eco. The doctor has written us an ECo that we have to get done in the next few days, so we went to find out just that. After that, when he returned home, we had a lot of time. It was almost 10 o'clock and by that time the weather had improved a lot. After that, as soon as I came home, the first thing I did was to give him a medium sugar meter and monitor his BP. Actually, that is my duty. I am checking his sugar and BP every two hours and then after that, after checking with him, he is quite good and stable and completely under control.Then after that I went outside for a while to freshen up my mind. My small garden near the door, where I have planted plants, looked much more beautiful and nice after the rain. Looking at them, I was thinking that just as they played so much after the rain, we will play after this trouble in the same way. As soon as the trouble is over, it looked much more beautiful to look at.

I have no idea at all when I last sat down to eat properly because since mother have been sick I have not known about food and today my sister made food for me and when I was standing outside, she was actually going to have breakfast and I wanted to eat so she just called me in and she put food for me and I prepared my plate of food and today I can eat my bread with peace of mind because it is completely fine. We have also received a 100 percent order from the doctor so my heart is satisfied a little more and today I can eat my food with peace of mind.

A person can deal with every ups and downs in life very well, but if that happens to his parents, then a person can never tolerate it. I get very worried about her, that's why I am in stress but today is a good day. I thought of ending my activities for the day here because it's getting too long.So, take care of yourself everyone bye.

Your Sincerely Author ✨

@iffatilyas✍️💞

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