The Diary Game ☘️||"Birthday vibes only 💕”||

Birthday is a very important day in everyone’s life and everyone is very excited to celebrate it. If we talk about the last few years, I was also very excited to celebrate it and as soon as May started, I was so excited that I started deciding what was going to happen on my birthday, what would be the cake, what would be the food menu, where would it be organized, but all this was because of my father’s life. Since childhood, I have been celebrating every birthday in the best way and wherever and in the way I wanted to celebrate, he always celebrated my birthday in the same way. But after his death, I never celebrated my birthday and that’s because I used to celebrate with him. Talking about it, I am getting very emotional because I always get very emotional on my birthday because I miss him extra on that day; so today was the beginning of my birthday, meaning my birthday was coming up and my husband was very excited to celebrate it, but I was not at all excited to celebrate it. I hadn't celebrated my birthday in a few years. My birthday started when it was 12 o'clock, I got a call from my house, on which both my sisters were singing happy birthday to me and giving me lots of wishes. They called me. Then after that my mother wished me a happy birthday. I felt very happy. After that the well wishes started pouring in, meaning all my cousins, all my sisters, now my whole family started wishing me a happy birthday and I was feeling great and I felt very special that everyone remembered my birthday.

I am not at all in favor of cutting the cake, I don't know why, but this time I was a little in the mood because my husband had made me understand a lot that you have to celebrate our birthday, so I was thinking a little this time. Then as soon as my birthday started, my husband brought me some flowers. He always gave me a bouquet of flowers and I love it very much. I always wait for flowers and he always gives me flowers so he first gave me a bouquet of flowers and what I received and after that he arranged a beautiful pastry. I tell you one thing that this is just a starter, not a birthday cake. So I put a candle on it. I fulfilled my wish by lighting the candle and that's how I started my birthday.

As I looked at my husband's face, I felt like I should believe him because he was so excited about the birthday and I had no excitement and he knew I hadn't celebrated my birthday since my father, but he was saying just a little bit, to make him happy after that, he made a great deal for us on what we ordered and we hadn't eaten and he said we were going to eat very late so I was waiting for him saying we were hungry, then we would eat but suddenly the doorbell of one of our houses rang and the phone started ringing It turned out that he had ordered many of the things that I like to eat including pizza, burgers, wings and many other things that I liked. It was just the two of us, so we both went and ordered together I enjoyed it a lot after many years, I felt very special. But there was a sadness in my heart that I can't put into words.

This is how we started our birthday and he told me that tomorrow is going to be a very beautiful day too, so I am very excited for this day. I will share with you all in the next diary what I did on my birthday and what was organized for me. Until then, take care of yourself. Goodbye.

Your Sincerely Author ✨

@iffatilyas ✍️❤️

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