Well Andy, A person with the drive & determination can achieve what they set their mind to. Never give up on that dream. What are your plans for study in Japan. Take small steps towards that goal. Small steps add up. There will be days or at times that destination may seem so far away. That's OK, cause its the journey that will make the destination worth the effort. Remember if you ever doubt yourself.......come back to your own intro page and recall what you felt as you wrote this piece. Best of luck. Looking toward those travel experiences.