Thank you for your reply. I found that writing the post helped me let off steam and I feel fine again now. It's an interesting question though isn't it! He read a little too much between the lines I feel. Things are great with the ex, we get on so well and I am getting to experience unconditional love! I hope we can be together one day but the distance makes it very difficult and I miss him a lot. I am looking forward to seeing them all this weekend