RE: I was raped on my wedding night.
oh god, this is terrible! I am so happy that I was able to add $100 to you and your efforts. I was sleeping, but I felt compelled to check Steemit, and found your post. I wanted to hurry and give you some more money to help other girls. I found myself also in the clutches of a sociopathic person, and dark days don't even go far enough to describe the horror. I cannot imagine what you've been through but you are a strong person to even be alive, I suppose.
I'm so glad you ran away and are taking care of yourself. You may return to trusting people again, but it will take time. For me it has taken me 7 years to get over PTSD and fear of men. I'm finally back into my real feelings and I am not as scared.
I hope you can help as many girls as possible. I was lucky to have parents who cared, but many girls don't have support. Thank you for being a good role model. Bless you!
I love your posts too :) And I highly appreciated the fact that you helped her.
It goes on to show how we can mold this steemit platform to world's first decentralized anarchist society.
Hi Stellabelle,
Thanks for your kind and immensely supportive words. Its nice to find a fellow Steemitian with whom I can relate. I know that my wounds will take time to heal. I always make sure that am always giving back to society and our organization, this is my way of fighting my demons. There's no great pleasure than seeing a weak, fearsome and fragile woman smiling who was once dejected by her own family and society.
Thanks for promoting my post with $100. I am really obliged.
On the other note: I really enjoy your writing on secret-writer. There's so much to learn from you :)
the Secret Writer is a way for me to give back also. I suffered in silence with my secrets. Some I have not told yet. But my situation was not nearly as bad as many. I was lucky. But my heart, well, it's scarred for life, as I am a very highly sensitive person who is now afraid to love again. This is the hurt that continues on.....I wanted to do something for others so the Secret Writer is that thing. Also, my hope is that after the person does the secret writer, then they can start telling the truth in their own name, on Steemit and get the full rewards. But some things are just too damaging to connect one's name to. I have a secret that I'm still not ready to tell....but I want to.
@stellabelle I am so sorry to read it. On Steemit I feel to be part of a family... I wrote a comment in this post following what my heart was telling me... read it maybe it will give you the power to fight you secrets. I mean... using fake-name - username and following the "Secret Writer" you can tell us your secrets... I am from Italy I mean I don't think I will never know these people that were hurting you and I will not going somewhere to tell what you will say. I know you don't know me but I am very high sensitive (I am a Veterinarian as well so very sensitive) If one day you will need to tell someone about it... write me I will listen and if do you need I will tell what I think about it giving you suggestions.
Best regards @webdeals
ps: I would like to clarify a thing very important for me... I said what I said for you but could be for anyone else... I don't need upvote or things like that. With feelings there is nothing to play with! Whenever you will tell the story I will upvote you.. you don't have to do nothing at all!
You have to be careful when immediately believing and upvoting these stories of victimhood for ideological reasons Stellabelle.....
Again, this was a scam.
Here is the source as some other user pointed out above:
https://www.quora.com/How-does-it-feel-to-have-sex-with-your-spouse-on-your-wedding-night-when-he-she-is-a-stranger/answers/2400693?srid=hVXC