Nice to meet you. The best advice i can give you is you have to just do it. I had a small idea of what it is i wanted to do and be in life. I knew what i didnt want though and i was tired of getting the same thing doing what i hated so i quit and i started searching for what would make me happy. Doors started to open up and three years later im in a lot better place than i was. And i know its only going to keep getting better.