Most of the things in my life I have to do because it is essential for my survival @lightsplasher
I got to for my dialysis.
I have to use the toilet.
I have to eat even though I don't enjoy it.
I have to write to earn some steem LOL and it is hard too.
I see that. I wish there was a way for you to live life in more health and happiness - peace be with you.