Some time I just want to die but I can’t

My life I always make my self happy. My mum leave my dad and me when I was 7 year old.
I remember that day when I can’t see her anymore for 10 year.

I was at school I’m a last child I’m school wait for my mum pick up but on one come then my dad have to come because teacher call him... he come from work and pick me at 6ˋ30 pm

We looking for mum but can’t find she go with England guy

And few month later my dad sent me live with his mother. She was my grandmama. My life Simao hard with new school by the way I like to dance I like to sing I’m very good at it but my dad not supposed

When I was 14 I get bully from one of my friend and I can’t take it any more. Then iMessage ask for my dad can Ingo stay with him. Then iMessage moving to big city again.

But he have to work and we are never close I never get enough money from him for eat for what I want.
One day I designed to work and was so happy I can have more money after.

I wish I want have a warm family same another people but never .

By the way I’m not die yet then I will keep going and never give up
I just has bad mood now that why I come here good night