I have many wishes, many prayers but there's one thing that I am crying for.

I have been sharing my pain and struggles here on steemit and all are shameless posts. Though it may sound 100% improbable, I want, I wish, and I pray for my Dad to come back to us and for my Mom and siblings to accept him wholeheartedly. More than anything in this world, I want him back to us. What he did is unforgivable (choosing another girl in replacement to us), but life without him is difficult. I always have this painful thought of who will be there for my Mom when she grows old. I can be there for her but it will not be 24/7 because one way or the other I will have my own family. I want him to be back and I want our family to be open to forgiveness. That is what I have been wishing for the whole year of 2017 and continuously doing so this year.