Can't do what i want , can't say what i feel , can't be myself because

Can't do what i want , can't say what i feel , can't be myself because everyone is looking at me waiting me to do something wrong to make fun of me and laugh at me xD how can i live like this ? I'm scared from everyone i'm scared from the people in the street they don't know me or my name or anything about me but i'm scared from anyone :v