My empathy goes out to you , its unimaginable to me how each day must be for you and It would be sad not to see you posting on here anymore, as I have enjoyed your posts/photoshoots and def the hair colours! Sharing this must of been hard for you, BUT you have and thats a GREAT STEP in the right direction - try to come and talk to us all for a little each day and hopefully Steemit will help you through your winter and put you straight in to SUMMER! - sending you a hug x