Hi @maxdevalue!! Thank you! it's tied to my families "totem" if you will or family's cultural animal spirit guide. you are the 1st to see it for what it was and its intended meaning thank you! :-)
Our son is recovering and fast but he still thinks he is spiderman which got him the injury in the 1st place! Boys!! he is on some meds at the moment and after they are complete will have to return to the dentist to get things corrected, however, his X-rays show no damage to his skull or facial bones so we are very grateful , and he is just super proud of his 1st picture of his bones at 5 and "war scars" now I know why mothers find it so hard to raise boys, my heart is still stuck in my throat over how he hurt himself! How old and how many kids do you have? I just realized that you can't put a price on time spent with your family and you can't be replaced by money in their lives and I'm grateful I did so early enough in their lives and even still I feel like I have missed so much of them growing up ! my sons 1st 5 years of life and my daughters 1st 3 years of life, so much so when I came home I didn't know who they really were and what they really loved or what made them tick like a mother should and that was my wake up call! they grow up too fast! and there must be a way to give them me, my time, miss less of the magical moments and still provide. Yes not easy to do so but I believe very well worth making it work coz the pros are priceless.