Realization:Why some wasted their life when others want to live more??

Life is really beautiful and amazing.Yes!!I know, but there are things in life that we can't explain why there are people stay and why they are gone too soon.
Why some wasted and make themselves miserable?When there are people want to make their life beautiful and amazing?But sad to say they don't have much time to make the most of it.
They only thing that people left,is to accept but you it hurts a lot.Yeah!!If I could just shout as loud as I want and after that pain just go away.I would surely do it!!!!

Or I may become stupid so I'll be tougher to endure the pain that comes back again....Why I have to experience this again?First,My mother...And I already accepted it because God has a reason why He got my mom soon.
I have really a questionWhat is more painful knowing that she will be gone soon or not knowing it????
Please brighten up my mind so I could choose which way I should pretend....Woah!!!this pain again.....

I know life is unfair.The only thing is that if God gave you that life you have now.You should love and take care of it.Because their are many lots of people out there wants to live more but they aren't given a chance.

Yours,
@maefe30

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