I wonder what would happen if you stopped looking at right and wrong and good and bad.
Is just is.
Holistic doesn’t mean you shame yourself for taking a med a “Classically Trained” Dr. Prescribes, it means you look at your health as a whole. And you are! You took the step to the Dr. which holistically means you are asking the universe for help.
You paid attention to other factors and made moves such as getting rid of pets and such.
You are love and you love yourself and you are doing it right! Because this is your dance, and this is the dance that goes with the music that is on right now.
Keep going!