When i have read your writing i saw the "Enneagram" and i googled it a little bit...So i found a test.I will do it at the first time. Anyway we are creatures which are living the moment but often think about the past and the future. Here is the important question is that: Is it important for me that i am doing intantly or is it important for me that the profit of the path which i will take.So instiinct is important but without chance instict is nothing. So the rational solution of this situtation is ,of course in my opinion , making plan for the future because of the benefits and sometimes believing our instinct.But not too important issues. Because important issues are things that are considered carefully. So there is a fate but at least i try to control it a little bit.Of course not totally.Actually it is important thing to control the fate totally...

Thank you for sharing and have a nice day my friend...