English translation of @raintears post Brave decision of a timid mind
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Everyone thinks that brave decisions mean the work of a strong mind. But in fact, many times a timid mind also makes very big decisions. It is not that there is no fear, rather, the decision is more difficult when there is fear. But there comes a time in life, where a decision has to be made by leaving fear behind. Due to fear, we cannot say or do many things. Thousands of questions run inside: What if I can't?, What if everything is ruined?, What will people say? Thinking about these, many things stop. But when the inner pain and suffocation cannot be tolerated, that is when that timid mind takes a risk. Maybe it's starting something new, getting out of a relationship, thinking about something new for yourself, but the decision is made.
There is a lot of hesitation behind making this decision. You don't know what awaits you ahead. You may be alone, you may have to learn something new, you may be afraid of breaking down again. But even then, sometimes it seems that it is better to do something within this fear. Because you can't always live thinking about others. After such a brave decision, some people may blame you, no one will understand you, but at the end of the day, you know that you have taken a step for your own peace. This is not small. This is a very big task for a cowardly mind.
Not everyone is always born with a strong mind. Some learn to live out of fear. And each difficult decision gradually changes that cowardly mind. It teaches you to believe in yourself, to think for yourself. These brave decisions are not always right, but without them, life seems to come to a standstill. So even if you are not brave, when the decision comes from the heart, it is the beginning of a necessary change. And maybe that's how a timid mind eventually learns to trust itself. In fact, being able to trust becomes very important over time. This trust itself becomes a very big thing at some point. Very big means very big! We may not understand it, but being able to understand it means life is beautiful.