big love at you. sorry it sounds so shitty, but don't try to stop feeling! That would be the worst!.... I think maybe the ultimate goal is to love other people from afar anyway, with no expectations, no matter how little they give back, or even how much they try to hurt you. Look at how much pain we cause on a daily basis, to each other, to ourselves, to the planet. It doesn't make sense to grow cold, but rather, love ourselves even more despite our terrible flaws. Your love can heal you x x x x x x x x x