Ceremonial Sexual Transformation (The First Moon Ritual)
The planetary kinship with Uranus is not a joke about my sexuality while I still snicker every time I think about the entire connection between my transformation, my life and the way I have used labradorite to manifest my changes and enhance the atmosphere around myself while crossing into astral realms to greet and conjoin with the shadow of my inner subconscious.
Labradorite holds an energy of activation. It’s a catalyst, a spark, a momentum creator, a generator. It moves old stagnant energy out and brings fresh, vibrant, creative energy in. It activates all your energy centers, your psychic perceptions, your unconscious awareness, and all the magic that lies in the unseen. This mystical stone brings the energy of awakening, and once your eyes are open to your true power, to the possibilities, to all the magic that exists, you can never go to sleep again. Labradorite brings a constant flow of new insights and ahas in to help you transform anything and everything, to shed your skin and become anew, again and again, ever moving closer to the core of who you truly are.
Labradorite is one of the best crystals to help you get a clear vision of what you want to create for your life.
Hold labradorite near as you close your eyes and let your mind dream of all the possibilities that lie ahead, or as your journal or write out intentions for the energy you’re ready to call into your life. It came into my life soon as I knew I was going to make the transition and commitment to become a female and shortly after I had embraced my submissive nature. I'm just now finding out that so much that I accomplished these past few months have been greatly assisted by the labradorite of my wand,and the pieces that I have collected that are kept on my alter to Pan or by my bedside.
I'm planning a new set of rituals that will be using the sacred feminine energy during phases of the moon's cycle to the fullest extent of my limits unbounded by physical natural laws of the material realm. It is absolutely amazing to know the works of the singular one true meaning of our cosmos. I'm going down the rabbit hole much further than I ever imagined I would have had the vision to ever find and it all is more visible to my minds eye now.
I'm planning to begin with my first ritual in a little over a week from now on the next full moon and the extent of this event should lead through until the following new moon. It will take a lot of planning and I will include the use of sigil magic and the Tarot of course. If at all possible and the opportunity presence itself....I definitely would like to include a few other people with my same mindset involving ceremonial sexual manifesting from the primordial, raw and highest level of creation in the universe. By means of submission to the Alpha dominant masculinity of my participating guests I will be their female to breed. With three or six dominant males depending on their age and availability for beginning of the orgy with the right amount of time spent on the sexual activity of giving myself to receive and one other man or woman who is to be focused on the candlelight staying lite and dressed in oils for the time I'm devoted to along with the Alpha men. This person will be tasked with focused meditation and often the job of cleansing the surrounding area that is used for ceremonial and sexual magik. This individual will have no place in the orgy that they are helping to maintain and must have a good understanding of ceremonial magical practices and experience in meditation as well as the necessary objective in which I seek. (That is the higher self and the transformation of my metaphysical and physical body of masculinity to femininity-combined duelalitys) The conclusion is not a definite means to enlightenment or maybe not even a particular source for finding it in full glory but the incorporeal essence of my spiritual life to be a fully transformed being into the devine feminine and enhance my vision, perception and clarity of the one true all. And the greatest erotic experience of all things ecstacy as well.
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