It looks cool man:) And cheer up a little, none is making money out of steem with these prices anyway. But i think that if you a little more active you can make a few $. There the nTopaz contests where you can take part, you can try to post at dtube also which is very supportive and also find a community at discord and be active there. There a lot of things someone with talent and originality can do at steem. Dont give up:)