Omygosh. Crim this is heartbreaking and beautiful and gorgeously written. You've got me in tears over here.

It will never be enough, but not having it would be unbearable. How can it be so wonderful and horrible to love this much?

^^ This. And...

Life changing; heart expanding: your time here has had purpose. My time with you has also. I see it in your eyes, and somewhere in the middle of my heart's supernova, I am content.

^^ This. Our stories aren't the same, but you've perfectly described something that is universal, part of the human experience. Love. Love. Love. Sending you so much love. 💖