Soliloquy of a Depressed

Darkness cover my place
As I listen to sober music
Tears roll down my face
I'm starting to get sick.

While you are getting light
Smiling, out and proud
Everything around you is right
Your laugh is heard, so loud.

You always ask me if I'm fine
Concerned, yet so blind and numb
Don't con me by being kind
Not anymore, for I'm not dumb.

I won't tell you why
Leave hints or show it full
I'll stay away, perhaps a mile
And drown, deep in this sad pool.

(Written on 23rd of December 2015)