( poetry) : I 'am willing

I'm not a romeo charmer
Nor is Don juan lady woman
Nor is Cassanova's incarnation
I am a happy gardener
Forgive me my secret idol
I have left you
It was not my wish that day
My maturity has immobilized my ego

Do you know anybody else?
Do you know that you are the first chapter?
Do you know how desperate to start
Do you know my mind is able to wake up

I can not bear it
If you miss caress
I'm not ready to awake
When you are crying resist the disappointment
I can not see you unhappy
I'll give you the weight
Sorry if it's a fun launch
Just at once
Really I can not ....

Did I die if there were no friends?
Maybe I just ended my life
But too warm family hugs
Can not afford to ignore the person who loves

You still mean in daydreams
Still dreaming though not as fascinating as ever
As if only you are the shadow of the future
Though you are no more than a splinter of time

Can I mean to you
If the side of the earth separate us
Different all the turns of our life direction
I hope it's gone forever

Or....

We meet in a corner of the day
Long love goes with us
One day when you see the full moon of the divine
I want to find it again

And timeless ...