You exactly define me right now.

Being empty, being away from commitments, being away from doubts, from worries, just getting a rest from everything just because Im tired.Yet, here I am, I don't feel half of me.
Maybe because love is coupled with pain and if I did chose to give up pain, and so with love.
How long ? how long I will stay in places where pain isn't there?how long I will distance myself from love jst bcause I can't endure its consequences. 😢