The Diary Game: Cold Morning And Reflecting On My Decisions In Life/ A Walk Through Uyo City [02/04/2026]

Good day, guys and welcome to another episode of my diary session with yours truly, @megareigns. I have been out here doing the most for myself but these days, I was just taking off from everything online activities to focus on self growth and development.

There are so many things I have done and right now, I am wishing I hadn't done those things and they keep hunting me, feeling embarrassed and I keep asking God for forgiveness. I was just on bed thinking about all the things I have done knowingly and unknowingly. The weather was so cold and I cuddled up my duvet and I just stayed there for hours.

When I left the bed, I boiled water and took my bath because the cold we experienced today was too much and I love it. I told you all that I love cold weather, I don't know but there is certainly something about cold weather you just can't resist. I had my bath and then I went to take my breakfast.

After eating my breakfast, I looked at my laptop, I just closed it and told myself I wasn't going to work throughout this week, the only thing I am going to do right now is to attend to my steemit students then I just go my way, if it's not like that, then I am not doing any other thing.

I am reading a book titled "Finding Myself" it's something I really need, it's time to pause every other activity and build myself, pay attention to the areas of my life that aren't worth it and take down whatever gives me a bad name. It's a process I don't know how long it's going to take but I am so determined to take this Journey to a whole new level.

After reading, I went to bed again, this time, I just closed my eyes and was reflecting on the things I know I need to work on, from how I react when I am angry and the things I just felt weren't in alignment with my life's goal. I think this is a point I just get to let go of some friends, lifestyles and things so I can concentrate on my new life.

This particular part of my life is very crucial because this is where my future lies, this is where I feel there is something more to life than just living. I went outside to go see other places, staying back at home wasn't really doing me good. I bought berries and ate it while still plugging in my earpiece.

I just walked past so many streets and one thing I noticed was that people were busy, no matter how life is currently, people are still finding life worth living. I regretted the decision I had some time back of taking my own life, I guess that's the part I messed it up but thanks to God that I am still out here kicking it out.

I was outside till evening and even up till now. I went to a restaurant, normally I don't always like eating from restaurant, I sat there and ate their food after I paid for it. I just want to have a taste of something different, a taste of something unusual.

After eating the rice, I took some rest right there and then when I stood up, I told myself I wasn't going to just pay taxi back home, I had to trek back home and for all it's worth it, I did the trekking and I saw people going back home to their lives, their loved ones and whatever means home to them and here I gather that there are so many things I needed to fix my life on.

There is this joy that comes when you know that you truly have a whole lot to work on and you are already in that path. I just came back home fulfilled and satisfied. I just had to come back home and rest. Let's see what tomorrow have for us. Till my next diary, guys, do well to take care of yourselves and stay safe out there. Much love from me to you all.