I don't want all the happiness, I just want faith.

Assalamu Alaikum Greetings and welcome to all my friends in my Steemit family. I am @aishamoni, usually you have seen me posting about games most of the time, but today I feel like sharing something with you. I am sharing some thoughts from my mind from the moment I remember. Tell me honestly, is my mind a little light today, or is there something stuck inside that I have not said? I know that many times we cannot answer correctly. Still, this question needs to be asked, because caring begins with seeking.

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I did not have any big thoughts in mind while writing these words. I just wrote from the inside of my mind, as I feel. A friend to me does not mean someone with whom I only share the time of laughter. A friend means that person in front of whom I can be weak, remain silent, and not be afraid to talk unnecessarily.

I never wanted to share all the happiness of your life with me. Happiness is yours, you enjoy its light yourself—that is what I want. But I have a request. When your chest feels heavy, when it feels like no one understands, call me. I may not be able to solve all your problems, but I want to keep this belief that I can listen with my heart.

I don't want to see tears in your eyes. I know that people cry, they can cry. Still, as a friend, I love to see the smile on your face. Because your smile is very dear, very familiar. There is a peace in that smile, which I don't like to see.

Love is not always in big words. Sometimes it is in a silent presence, sometimes in a sudden "Are you here?" message in the middle of the night. I have learned to love that way. Quietly, deeply. Without making any demands, without attaching any conditions.

Life is difficult for all of us sometimes or sometimes. Not all days are the same. Some days are very happy, and some days are like that—days when it is difficult to trust yourself. On those days, you need a person who will say—"I am here, don't be afraid." That is exactly what I want to say.

I am not perfect. I make mistakes, and sometimes I cannot express myself properly. But feelings are not false. When you are good, I am happy from afar. And when you are bad, my heart becomes unnecessarily heavy.

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At the end of this writing, I only want to leave this, friend, I do not want to be a part of your infinite happiness. But when you are sad, please call me. I want to see a smile on your face, not tears. Remember, I really love you very much.

May everyone be well, healthy, and happy with their families and loved ones.