Assalam o alaikum.

Today was a very stressful day for me. When i woke up in the mornings the first thing that cames into my mind was my exams. My heart started beating fast and i felt nervous.I have many subjects to prepare and I feel like i have not studied enough.I kept thinking about my books my notes and all the topics i have to cover. But instead of starting i just sat there and kept worrying.

I opened my books many times today but i could not focus.I read one page and then my mind started thinking about something else. I checked my phone again and again and time passed very quickly. This made me feel even more guilty and stressed.I know that exams are very important for my future but still i am unable to manage my time properly. One big problem is that i don’t know where to begin. Every subject feels difficult to me right now.I am confused whether i should start from easy topics or difficult ones.I also feel scared that i might forget everything during the exam.This fear is making it harder for me to study.

In the afternoon i tried to make a small plan.I wrote down the names of my subjects and divided my time. I decided to start with one subject and study for one hour without using my phone. At first it was not easy but slowly i started understanding the topic.This gave me a little confidence.I realized that starting is the hardest part but once we begin things become a bit easier. In the evenings i talked to my family abouts my stress.They encouragd me and told me nothing to worry too much. They said i should do my best and trusts myself.Their words mades me feels better.I understood that beings calm is very importants during exams.

Now at night i am writing this diary and thinking about my day.I still feel nervous but i also feel a little hopeful.I know i cannot complete everything in one day but i can try my best.I have decided that i will wake up early tomorrow and revise the important topics.I will stay positive and believe in myself. This experience is teaching me a lesson. Instead of worrying too much i should focus on starting and doing small steps. Even if i study a littles it is betters than not studying at all.

I hope everythings goes well in my exams. Please prays for me.Thank you for readings my diary.