DAIRY GAME: 21/09/2026: FROM A QUIET DAY TO FACING MY FEARS

Hello everyone. Welcome to another episode of my diary game.I woke up in the morning. I had my devotion and I took my bath. I was feeling a little dizzy, maybe its from the medication I'm taking for chest pain. I didn't go to school today because I needed to rest. I was so tired from the whole weekend. I needed some rest. I was just home.

the beautiful sky🩵☁️

I read a book again. How to Get Everything You Want Faster Than You Ever Thought Possible. I've told you guys about this book before, I read another chapter of the book today. And the chapter today is talking about relationships, that whosoever you are relating to, you are being friends with, depends on how successful you are going to be.

the chapter of the book I read today

This is what I learned from the book . It made me think about my own relationships, my friends, and how are they adding value to my life and how am I adding value to theirs. You know, I had this scenario where a particular friend that I have been rooting for, showing up for her whenever she needed me, but when it was time for me to seek her help, she was nowhere to be found, and I felt really bad. But all good. We are all getting better.

One thing I've realized about my social circle is that , me and my friends, we are purpose-driven people. We think before we act and we always push each other through any circumstance we find ourselves, and that's so quite amazing. So I am open to meet more ambitious people in my life to add more value to me and to make me great.

I had lunch. I cooked spaghetti, and it was quite nice. I enjoyed my meal. After then I was just sitting outside, admiring nature. I sat outside and I was just admiring the sky. It was so beautiful. It was whitish blue. It wasn't scattered. It was all packed together, and it was so cute. The sun was shining so bright. There was no form of wind. It was just quiet ,the clouds was drifting gradually.

my delicious food

I was just thinking and reflecting on how beautiful those clouds were and how my life can be that beautiful when I get to the end of the tunnel and everything is aligned to my purpose. It's going to be really fine.

I faced my biggest fears today.I recorded a video of myself speaking to my camera for the first time in my life and I was so nervous. I was just staring at the camera. My body was shaking me, but I just stood still and was talking like a robot at first.

me speaking to my camera (screenshot)

After my first attempt, I rewatched the video and noticed that I was not confident enough. I was forgetting my words, and I was just talking as if I was reading from a book. So after my second attempt, I noticed that my voice adjusted. I had a little confidence, although I wasn't maintaining eye contact with my camera. But I was doing much better.

I recorded the last one. It was much better. I built more confidence. I was maintaining eye contact with my camera, and I was speaking from my heart as if I was talking to somebody next to me, not talking to the camera. So it was so delightful for me, and I was so proud of myself.

Even though I stayed home because I wasn't feeling my best, I still used the day to reflect, learn and challenge myself. Thank you so much for reading I hope you learned something from my bye Bye my loves ❤️❤️