I hope I don't fall into unbearable pain, My feet and body really hurt so bad.

A story about a night filled with anxiety. Tonight, I'm in Malaysia for one night. Perhaps I'll share in more detail the feelings behind this story. Tonight, I'll first tell you about a time when I wanted to buy foot medicine and bread at a shop 100 meters from where I live.

For some reason, one night I was staying in a new rented place in Malaysia. I was bothered by my feet. The soles of my feet hurt so much that it was difficult to walk. But there was no other way, because that night I was very hungry. I was desperately saving money for the next few days because I wasn't currently scheduled to work. In fact, my funds wouldn't be enough for the next few days because I was traveling from Indonesia to Malaysia on a very tight budget. I was forced to buy bread and bottled mineral water at a shop about 100 meters from where I lived.

With my feet full of pain when I walk. I forced myself to go buy Bread because my stomach was very hungry. Okay friends, behind this story, the beginning of my pain in the soles of my feet, because my room had no mattress and pillow at all, Because when I went from Indonesia to Malaysia, I couldn't possibly bring a pillow and mattress in my bag, Moreover, my travel funds to Malaysia were very tight. Since then my feet have been sore, very sore because I was often on the floor of the room, that's when I initially felt very cold or cold sweats, but I still forced myself to endure.

I only had one thick blanket that I brought in my bag at that time, the blanket was one of my foot protectors when I was in the room, but it didn't work to cool the floor to absorb the cold temperature on my feet, however I continued to endure with the blanket, sometimes I used the blanket to protect me from sleeping so that there was a layer that didn't directly touch the floor. I was very worried that this would happen too much because I didn't have any close friends to ask for help.

I'll just save half of the bread for breakfast this morning.

After I got home, I bought bread and a bottle of water. Feeling anxious about my current financial situation, when I ate a piece of bread, I seemed to be thinking too much about finances, making me lose my appetite. But I always tried to be strong and face it all, because I didn't want this to disappoint me, because I had already dared to leave Indonesia. This was already too far for what I wanted. I also hoped I wouldn't get sick. If I did, everything would be in disarray. I would have to postpone work, meaning I wouldn't be able to go to work.

Pain that can't be explained in words, One blanket to cover himself sleeping on the floor😔

After eating the bread, I didn't finish it, saving half for breakfast later. That's what happens when you travel abroad on a tight budget. I also desperately need a mattress to sleep on so I don't have to sleep on the floor anymore. This blanket is the only thing saving me from sleeping directly on the floor/tile.

The blanket I was using was too short, so I tried to cover myself completely to help ease the pain in my feet and back. That night, it was like the floor was killing me, especially since I couldn't stand the cold. Even though I had covered my entire body, sometimes in the middle of the night I would wake up because of the pain in my feet and back.

I hope I don't fall into pain that I can't bear. This is one way to endure the pain in the soles of the feet

I'm still wondering if I can survive another three days, so I can have a simple mattress. I'm also constantly wondering if I can go to work, because my body isn't feeling well right now. I can honestly say this: the pain in my feet and body is unprecedented, as I'm sleeping on the floor, shielding myself with the only blanket I brought from Indonesia.

When I get sick, I'm incredibly worried because I can't contact any of my close friends. This keeps me from sleeping at all. I hope I don't get too sick. Sometimes, when I wake up in the middle of the night, I always lift my feet up because I can't stand the pain in my feet. My feet look normal, but the pain I feel right now is so intense that it's very difficult to walk.

Even walking about a meter, I feel like I don't want to walk anymore because it really hurts, I'm also very confused about what medicine to buy, because before I don't feel this kind of pain in the soles of my feet and in my legs, I have to endure it. This condition without a mattress for about three days, until now I want to give up and can't stand it anymore, Until now I always hope that I won't get too sick again, so I can go to work. But I don't know, maybe I won't be able to stand it, especially tonight, the weather is so cold that I can't sleep because the soles of my feet and back hurt so much.

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